Thursday, March 16, 2017

P O E T R Y

     Lately I've been in a horrid drought when it comes to inspiration. I've been doodling, journaling, and of course - talking about my feelings. But I haven't taken much time to process my thoughts and turn them into something worthy of my blog.

     I have however been completely obsessed with poetry the past few weeks! I carry about my little purple notebook and scribble down whatever lines come into my head. Since I'm trying to revive my little blog, I thought I would share a few of my little darlings on here!

A Poem for the Boys I Went to School With
I think it's funny that the boys I went to school with
Who teased and taunted me relentlessly 
Who called me names 
Who smirked as they walked away 
Now message me from their dark corners of the Internet 
Calling me "baby"!
They want to take me out, now 
They want to tell me I'm pretty, now
They want me, now.

But when I say "no thank you"
They turn right back to jerks and cowards
Calling names
Little terrors once again, tapping at me from behind their screens
Behind their ever-growing egos

The tadpoles have turned into toads
They haven't really changed 
But I have.
I am still quiet under their torrent of foolish, empty words
But I walk away, now
I'm the one smirking, now.

___

The Big Joke

People are funny things
At least they seem to be.

Maybe I'm easily amused
OR MAYBE like my mother
     always says,
     "This isn't a joke!"
But it could be,
it should be,
because jokes make you laugh
     they surprise you
     they can teach you
     they can be cruel
     and so can people.

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     Pain

     Pain is the worst roommate
        you will ever have.
     Pain will keep you up at night
        and yet will always be awake before you
        burning something miserable for your breakfast.

___

The Southern Man

is a beautiful collection of
hymns and curse words

lanky, 
     leaning, 
        whistling,
             driving me home

eyes darting from all the 
     gasoline stars 
on the
     meteor shower freeway
to my face
     which you will soon kiss goodnight.